Wednesday, June 9, 2010

One last class at SF State

I'm sitting in the student union on the San Francisco Sate University campus, sipping a lukewarm Latte and watching other students wander by on their way to classes. It's summer, so the food court is quiet; you can actually find a table. You can walk through the bookstore without squeezing past hundreds of students fighting for the last few used copies of the text book they need. The mood of the university is laid back and slower then during the Fall and Spring. If you're here taking a class over the summer, you're either very dedicated to your major, or are very close to graduating.

I'm very close to graduating. After I take this one class, I'm finished with all of my course work for my Master's degree. I'll just have my internships in the Fall,  plus a Master's exam. No more sitting in a classroom absorbing information; it's almost time to put all that info to work.

The class I'm taking teaches how to write a research proposal, but since I don't have to do a research project for my degree, it feels like a massive waste of time and money. It's a 15 week class crammed into a 5 week summer session. 5 weeks is better than 15, and I'll do my best not to give in to the school burnout I feel. I might actually learn something useful, and I get to spend three days in San Fran again, sleeping in, exploring my favorite city, seeing friends.... I mean studying every single moment because I'm far too busy to have any fun. And besides, after all those weekend classes learning to cross streets under blindfold, this one research class is going to feel like a leisurely stroll through the Japanese Tea Garden while sipping soothing Jasmine tea.

The hardest part of all this is my family. Being gone for three straight days has created a lot of tension again. Queen Teen is PISSED, and is taking out all her anger on Rick. Rick is tired and has been working too much, so really doesn't have the patience to deal with angry-teen. I feel guilty that I'm here in a quiet room (I'm staying at a friend's house while she's in New York. So nice, all this solitude.) able to to hear myself think again. But I'm trying to enjoy this time and not let guilt ruin it. This is the last of my "escapes." Once I'm done with my classes, it will be very, very, very, very, very, very, hard for me to run away from home any more.

So here I sit, sipping my latte, staring out the window and writing in my blog, when I should be working on the first draft of section one of my research proposal.

Wonderful

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Update on Queen Teen's graduation

Queen Teen didn't make it to the actual ceremony with her classmates. It was just too hard on her. Instead we had a party at our house and a small ceremony of our own where we presented her with her Principal's List award. Several of her teachers were there, as well as my dad, mom, brother, sis-in-law, niece and nephew and my good friend Jody. Queen Teen was so excited and looked gorgeous in her new dress. Here's a pic. I'll post more soon.

6 comments:

leah said...

Enjoy the solitude while it lasts- and I hope your final class goes smoothly (even if it is an unnecessary class, maybe there will be something of value in the information you learn)!

Queen teen's dress is really pretty- and congratulations on her principal's list award! Onward and upward to high school!

Rick said...

you have my permission to remain guilt free. BTW you school book just arrived from Amazon.

TherExtras said...

That was a sweet comment from Rick!

She does look gorgeous in that photo!

And, wow. Way to go - letting her graduate at home! You the Mom!

Just chuckling to myself at the thought of taking a research course. Sorry.
Barbara

Confessions of a Closet Hoarder but you can call me Judy said...

Oh!! She looks absolutely beautiful!! I'm glad you were still able to have a celebration and a private graduation for her with her teachers! I'm sure it made lots of happy memories for all. :)

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Mother of Chaos said...

Way to go, Rick. Enjoy these last few days, sis...it's so brief a window in all the Crazy of life.